Dignity

“Dignity consists not in possessing honors, but in the consciousness that we deserve them.” – Aristotle

The Olympic Games ended tonight and I enjoyed every minute of them. I know most Brazilians in the favelas that dot the Rio landscape were unwelcome guests at a party in their own city. That is sad but a true fact of life in a world where many find themselves as unwelcome guests. In spite of all that, the games offered not only entertainment but several life lessons.
For me, one of the most compelling is the lesson taught by the dignity and poise of the US track star, Allyson Felix.
In July, due to a nagging ankle injury she suffered in April, she lost in the 200 m qualifying race. The athlete who beat her fell/dove across the finish line. Her dream to defend her Olympic gold medal from 2012 was dashed. She held her head high and consoled herself with the 400m, 4x400m and the 4x100m relays.
On Monday, August 15th, she lined up to run the finals of the Women’s 400m. Running in Lane 4, she had the chance to cross the finish line and claim a gold medal when the Bahamian star, Shaunae Miller, fell/dove across the finish line to claim the gold. Allyson was beaten by 0.07s. She was devastated but kept her head high.
Three days later was the women’s 4x100m heats. Allyson was in at the 3rd spot. Just as she got ready to hand the baton over to English Gardner, she was bumped by the Brazilian runner in the next lane causing her to lose her balance and miss the exchange. Even with that, she kept her composure and asked English to finish the race. She did and the US team appealed. They won the appeal and got the opportunity to rerun the race. They qualified and ended up wining the gold.
Dignity in the face of adversity is something few can muster. Those who do it always shine as bright as the morning sun, showing us all that it is possible.
Allyson injured her ankle in April, lost her dog in June and her grandfather in July. Still, she worked towards her goal. The 400m final loss would have discouraged many and yet she kept on. The 4x100m bump should have put the nail in her coffin and yet she had the presence of mind to tell English Gardner to finish the race.
She faced all these adversities with poise and class, always displaying a certain strength of character and dignity. That poise and dignity even translated to how she ran – graceful and effortlessly.
So what is dignity and why does it matter?
Well, dignity keeps one above the fray of life and gives mental clarity to the daily chaos. It is defined as having self-respect and a sense of pride in oneself.
Life is hard and most of the time, people and experiences seek to strip away this sense of pride in one’s self. It is up to the individual to constantly reinforce a sense of self-respect. It is worth reinforcing because it shows that even though one may not possess the honor, it is something that is deserved. So since one behaves like being deserving of the honor, sooner or later, the honor comes along. If dignity is lost, it is like saying that one does not have the honor and does not deserve it. How sad!
Thus even though she lost by a hair in the trials, lost by 0.07s in the 400m and was bumped in the 4x100m, she didn’t despair. She knew that no matter what happened, she deserved the honor and the honor will come. And did it come!
After 16 days, the games are over and life goes on. The lessons learnt this week will stay with me and should I trip and fall, I hope I pick myself up with dignity and class. Just like Allyson Felix would.

In the Simulator

There is something irreversible about acquiring knowledge; and the simulation of the search for it differs in a most profound way from the reality.”
– J. Robert Oppenheimer

A Simulator is defined as:
– a machine with a similar set of controls designed to provide a realistic imitation of the operation of a vehicle, aircraft, or other complex system, used for training purposes.
– a program enabling a computer to execute programs written for a different operating system.
Simulators are used extensively in the military, aviation, medicine and other industries for training purposes. With or without actors, they can be used to create scenarios for training. Each scenario is usually managed by the person or team who created the scenario and can be watched live and/or videotaped to be watched later for evaluation. Events in the scenario can be altered to challenge the participants.
Simulators are now used extensively in medical training. They are also required some specialties for recertification and for continuing education.
Being old-school, I wasn’t a big fan of the whole simulation thing. I believed and still do that, for training purposes, a real live scenario beats a simulated one hands down. However a real live scenario is not always available. That is where a simulated scenario is invaluable for training purposes. It is also great for testing one’s reaction and for revising training. For my recertification a few years ago, I had to spend some time in a simulator and in the process, became a believer. It surely has it’s place.
Recently, I have been thinking of taking another simulation course. As I reviewed the available options, I had a thought. We are in the mother of all political seasons. The presidential elections are around the corner and with that the debates. I thought of how we choose who we think deserves to occupy the highest office in the land.
I am sure people vote along party lines, by race, by looks (I’m not kidding!), by their stand on social issues like abortion and gay marriage and so on. Sometimes their experience may sway us. This year, it’s crooked versus crazy!
Even though what they say and promise should not be that important in our decision making, even though words are cheap, they do play a huge role. Unless it is an incumbent, no one has had the prior experience being a president so we are really dealing with the unknown.
So then I kept thinking – what if we could get our presidential hopefuls into a Simulator and have then manage some “crisis” situations?
So, back to my candidates.
We get a simulator and create scenarios that mimic crisis situations for a US President.
We get actors to play all the different parts – Congress, the Supreme Court, the Tea Party, Teachers’ Union, Putin, ISIS etc.
We get the candidates, one after the other to manage these scenarios and see how they perform.
The candidates will know to put their best food forward since the whole world would be watching. It would be impressed upon them to take the scenarios seriously.
Having been in a simulator myself, I can honestly say that it is rather difficult to mask your real abilities during these scenarios.
If they are well written and planned, they can be so real as to elicit reactions from the participants that reflect who they really are in crisis situations.
Remember Hilary’s “3-am ad” against the then Obama? Well we could simulate that.
We could simulate an economic crisis, wars, attacks, conflicts with Congress, natural disasters and so on.
It might just be a better measure than empty words and promises.

Are We to Blame

I see this in my hospital all the time and I am sure it is seen by anesthesiologists all over the US – how much sicker our patients are.
It is also evident that surgeons are pushing the envelope further and further. Patients are sometimes showing up for surgery whose short-term prognosis (don’t even consider the long term) makes one question the wisdom in a surgical intervention.
Then is the rather formidable (no pun intended) issue of morbidly obese patients who need their day in the OR.
We as anesthesiologist seem to take all these challenges in stride and in most institutions, the daily schedule is hardly affected as these challenging cases are shuffled through.
We complain about the wisdom of surgically intervening in these instances but since the show must go on, we do what we have to.
I dare to blame us though for these circumstances. Bear with me and I’ll make myself clear.
Imagine an institution where the anesthesiologist cannot manage ASA IVE cases or secure the airway in that 550 lb patient or get that patient through an exploratory laparotomy who just had a myocardial event. Just imagine!
What do you think the surgeons are going to do? Three options – take their cases elsewhere, stop taking these patients to the OR or hire an anesthesiologist who can or is prepared to do these cases.
What if this was a national phenomenon with all anesthesiologist? Maybe the sickest patients will not show up for surgery!
However, we have a specialty that prides itself in being progressive, being evidence-based and seeking to constantly improve itself.
We attract the smartest and most innovative minds.
We seek and employ CRNAs who are bright, focussed and unafraid.
The results – the ability to manage whatever the surgeons pitch at us! So they keep throwing and we as trusted batters, always hit the home run.
600 lb? Bring it on!
EF of 15%, cirrhotic and anuric? Bring it on!
Hematocrit of 15? We’ll fix it intro!

I think the realization has hit us so most anesthesiologists have stopped complaining and are just keeping on because maybe, just maybe, we are to blame, but in a good way.
No matter what we allow into an OR though, we always have to bear this in mind:
“I swear by Apollo Physician and Asclepius and Hygieia and Panaceia and all the gods and goddesses, making them my witness, that I will fulfill according to my ability and judgment this oath and this covenant…I will apply…(treatment) for the benefit of the sick according to my ability and judgment; I will keep them from harm and injustice.”

Stand With Her

In the night time hours of June 30, 1982, three judges and an army officer were abducted from their homes in Accra, Ghana and murdered. Their charred remains were found July 3, 1982 miles away from their homes.
Almost 34 years to the day, two young men and an enabler choose to go on air and spew the most abhorrent threats towards the Supreme Court (SC) judges. By far the most egregious is what was directed at the 69-year-old Chief Justice, her Ladyship Georgina Theodora Wood!
Shockingly, these men were not prosecuted by the Attorney General so the SC had to take matters into its own hands. The men were tried by the SC for contempt and sentenced to 4 months (instead of the maximum of 3 years) in jail each and fines.
Even more amazing attempt to petition the president to pardon them….led by women, of all people! 

MY FELLOW GHANAIANS, DON’T YOU HAVE ANY DECENCY???
I don’t care which party you belong to because decency knows no party affiliations! It should be as innate as the desire to breathe!
So if you are Ghanaian and have any shred of decency in you, #StandWithHerLadyshipGeorginaWood
Remember, she could be your mum, grandma, aunt or sister!
#IStandWithHerLadyshipGeorginaWood
#TheConscientiaCampaign

That “It”

Sure, it’s in you! You can do it! You are greater than who you now are!
Over the years, I guide my life with a set of principles.This is one of them and as I watch the Olympics, I cannot help but see that principle in every instance. That is why I love watching the games and I bet that is why the majority of you do too.
Sure, patriotism, nationalism, girls in bikinis playing volleyball, girls with six-packs so tight you wonder if they eat, the swag of Bolt, the indomitability of the Phelps…sure all that but at it’s core, what draws us to the games is the chance to marvel at the fact that these athletes found “it”. They surely found it and it made them believe they could win, break that record, jump as high…that “it” that said, “You are greater than who you think you are so go for it!”
So we watch them and realizing they are just as human, somehow gloat in the feeling that just maybe, we can find that “it” too. We return each night to take a toke from that joint of “it” and revel in the high of knowing, it might be in us too after all, and it is. As sure as the fact that the sun will rise tomorrow, so is that “it” in us and if we look, we can find it.
Thus in spite of all her troubles, Brazil found it in herself to stage the Olympics Games for the world, Phelps did it again, Ledecky left everyone behind, Bolt accelerated and Biles soared.
So in spite of whatever, you can find it in you to quit smoking, get that degree, stop drinking, spend more time with the family, listen more, be empathic, appreciate, work out, kiss your wife more or just smile.
You can! It’s in there! Find it!